Luilur

I start to write a lot of stuff. I have so many unfinished writings. Some days I just feel like there's no point in writing or doing anything 'cause I'm not good enough. I love singing and I've recorded my own singing. It actually sounds really good when I've warmed up well and feel confident. But some days, I create this block in my head and make myself believe that I can't sing. I've never sang in front of anyone. Anyone. At times, I wonder why, because I am a very good singer, but then this monster in my mind comes and says that I'm not. I'm tired of this endless cycle of bad things happening to our family. If this continues, I won't have